down from the rafters

i woke free
from something clutching me
pulled its awful, leaden, cold, clammy body
out away from me

and the light that came out, came out
came out
but to survive, how can i?

i've wandered through water
since the morning i heard you
you were half alive,
but that mud inside
is the same mud that makes me love you

only after after all the fog has long dissolved
take a little pill, drown it out in laughter
take a little pill, maybe think about it after

cause every morning's like a climb from the rafters
take a little pill, drown it out in laughter
take a little pill, maybe think about it after

think about it after

delude
dementia
make it feel
like i never met ya

delude
dementia
to make it feel
like i never met ya